Happy birthday Blog...

as usual here are some updates for you guys :)
all the pics below are from my facebook album like usual, but i will try to include some explaination here.

for the kingdom hearts psp i really want to do something different, im a fan of the series. so to me the most important stuff about KH is the 2 main characters, sora and roxas..
i really want to differentiate the difference of the two characters, sora is on the good side, while roxas is on the bad side (well he is at 1st he is a member of organization xiii right?). 

so im using gold background as 'good' color. and purple as 'bad' color.
the design is really complicated, a million things could happen, and all of them ended up with the housing being thrown in thrash.

so i sprayed the case with white, here are some pictures of the faceplate that i manage to finish, can you see the 'ghost' color effect?

disney royalty logo 

mickey's head. the nub as a the head, added two circle as his ears. pretty creative huh? 

here are the backplate. sprayed from transparent to white

sprayed the 'ghost' effect decorative background. now i know in the pictures the decorative background is yellow and light lue, but when the lights hit the paint with certain angle it will change color, the yellow will be purple, and the light blue will be gold, its the same as the faceplate, if you look closely i think you can see it.

and the design comes in.

im using the original kingdom hearts font on all wordings such as 'sony', 'psp', 'xiii', 'umd', 'sora' and 'roxas' to maintain its originality. 
i know it dont look much now, but hopefully you guys can wait until i clear coat both of the psp.
here are the UMD jewel.

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this mod, was done for a good friend of mine, known to most people in forums as snipersnake.
he has been supporting me in many ways, most of them are constructive advice and encouragement.
recently he send to me his psp for repairing his analog. so he didnt known what has been done to his psp.
im going to tell him to check out his psp pic tonite.

he is a fan of metal gear solid series. so im doing a MGS themed mod for his PSP.
i did sms some few stupid question just to give a basic idea on how to make the mods.

1st question: jimmy my friend asked me to paint his helmet to army camouflage color, what do you think of  a combination of black, grey and avocado green?
answer: thats is beautiful, thats the color for Europe army, to be exact that color is use for Scandinavia army.

2nd question: out of curiosity, in which series do you think solidsnake (the main character) looks the best?
answer: that would be in metal gear solid 2 bro. solidsnake was in his 30's, he got a slight beard.

and it began...

 i have tried to put the metal gear logo 90degrees vertical, but it just look so weird, maybe because the peace logo was not actually placed 180degrees horizontal? it look so rigid, logical, but also at the same time each time you look at it its like there's something wrong with it. so i did slightly angle the logo, it look weird, but you have this sense of feeling it is just belong there and looks very nice beside the peace logo.

jimmy najib + snipersnake = "jimmy snipe"

3rd question: hows jimmy snipe sounds to you jimmy?

answer: fat snipes... lol

:errr... i dont understand... why fat snipes??

answer: wesly snipes (blade ) = slim snipes.. jimmy snipe = fat version

LOLOL

so thats all that i manage to do jimmy.
all PSP are ready for clear coating.. im just waiting for the perfect weather...
i dont really want to screw this up. so hopefully my client can wait. i just want to make this as perfect as it can be.

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early this february, the person that i hated the most txt me, one of my ex (if we can say so).. saying hi..
of course with all my heart, i really just wanted to reply "fuck off slut".... but with age, we dont only gains wrinkle on the face, beards, and annoying pain in our joints and muscles... we gain knowledge and maturity as well.. so i did reply the nicest way that i can.

the whole night i kept thinking, im amazed she would still bother to txt me after all this years. to me she was no ordinary ex.. i have done so much that i could for her, we have been friends for the longest of time, but knowing the truth she was dating and kissing other boy after just a few days of break up was... 'painful'... is no where near of explaining what i felt.. and i can just  sit here for a few hours list all the she did to me.. while i have been through hell... she was actually enjoying every moment of it. i can accept if the things that she done is on any other asshole guy.. but to me??? knowing the truth, was far beyond heartbreaking.

i did ask some of my friends... most of them actually was there witnessing the whole event and seeing for their self of what i have been through, most of them are my friends in the internet such as snipersnake, should i forgive her? should i talk to her? most of the answer are just ignore her afiq, like you have always done. a person like her is useless...

but this is between me and her. so i ask her why and all.. she replied with a looooong text explaining stuff and saying sorry, and said she hope we could be friends again.. the day after that, after i have think through this.. i did forgive her (around last week). for a week some of the days are fun, but some (at least for me) was stressful going through of what happened between us.

i could see she was trying all her best to fix things up, she didnt even once mentioned about her boyfriend, except when i ask... for this 1 week, im beginning to remember who she was, rather than remembering why i hate her. its very hard to explain the feeling being with her. to me, almost nothing in this world is much better than 'this' feeling that i felt when being with her. not even the feeling when you get eating double cheese burger, no not even the feeling that you get when there's a perfect day and you just feel lazy, whats that you say???.... nope cant hear it, what ever your oppinion, even that is nothing compared with.... except...... maybe.... something involve with cameron diaz..... and some honey...... (okay thats a little dirty thought there)..... then again i dont think even that is better than being beside her. nope....

all things is going through well, at least for me it did... until today i saw a friend of her wishing her happy anniversary. which marks i think 2years of she being with her boyfriend now. thats when i know, i cant really be with the person who celebrate the day what she has done to me. and i can never be her friend..
i hate reminders.. so today, i did say to her im sorry, this thing will never work out..

so somewhere around this date, was the "real" date this blog was born, and the 1st entry was publish in april.. it was nothing more than just a lonely blog for me to share with a small group of friends about my feelings of what i have been through.
but now with almost 32k visitors counter, wetfusion is being listed in google autocomplete list..... guess.... its not so lonely anymore...

while this blog also inspired a lot of people around the world with the mods. lets not forget, this blog 1st entry was written in tears.

more than anything in this world, i hope i have the chance to love her again, to just sit somewhere in the middle of no where, and talk to her all day long laughing on some stupid jokes. watch she smile happily. hold her hands going down the stairs. forget love, i want her to be my soulmate. but for now, i dont think this will ever happen.

the song should be playing in this blog should be the scientist by coldplay.
i remember we have this conversation 2 years ago.

"you know im afraid of what im doing now, im afraid if things didnt work up, like we end breaking up or something, we will never be together again, i think we should be better be just friends than a couple"

and she replied

"that would never happen, its such a shame for us to part"

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with that bombshell, thank you so much for dropping by and reading this blog. sorry for any of the type errors, im not so good with english.

and 

happy birthday blog.